Recordings from the early 2000s
# another me
let's get excited
Meet our personalities
An intellectual fusion of emotions
for what we are
A sideshow fantasy unmasking
the actors we really are
Your alter ego played on stage
Your alter ego is your age
But that alter ego is in a different place in time
# New world
New world
it's a new world
Yes it's a new world
and it must be great
New world
Well I would say it's a whole new world
well what do you say
we will do it
we say
What could go wrong?
nothing could go wrong
Things can go well
Well I just hope they work out
New world
Yes it's a new world
Yes it's a new world
For me
For me
baby I met you
For me
It's all new to you and it's all new to me
New world
New world
# Liquid Blue
I'm very excited now
I wonder what the listener is thinking
I'm just trying to be someone else
and i can't even bring it
When I climb a mountainside
and my hair falls down to my toes
If I don't even try
everything seems to work
I'm missing the old days now
when i was young on a hill
My eyes were covered with thousands of threads
and my ears were deaf as deaf
Clouds are always passing through my brain
but they used to drown me
I'm looking for an idea that's so true
But that just makes me liquid blue
# Like always
Like always
Like always
as always for me
It's not acceptable to me
I know it won't be forever
As usual it's done
If only we could do the unlikely
Like always
when you came to me
things were typical
after the normal boring routine
But now that you're here
can we just go outside?
now and then
Like always
# Ex-patients
past sufferers
that's then
future conquerors
like this?
past sufferers
I just wonder
The past has increased your capacity
appreciate this life
The past means a lot to me
It's a place where you can learn a lot about yourself.
It's a place where you can get lost
lose yourself
Also
past sufferers
I think there is no tomorrow
# Dealing with the literal
Dealing with the literal is fine with me
but wallowing in the mystical, that's the real me
My fantasy world is overflowing
with big, big satisfying thoughts now
I have to control myself somehow
reality is fine with me
But a synthetic fantasy
a better and more amazing me
Get parentheses step by step
Arriving at places I need to be
My fantasy world is fun now
(Your favorite team is now heading to the playoffs)
(With big big ideas and things now)
I have to control myself somehow
reality is fine with me
But a nostalgic personality
it doesn't have to be so true
reality is fine with me
But a touchdown of triumph
and a city that really comes to faith
on their team
# Let's burn the satellite
I don't even know one
I don't even know one
But you'll still get the information you like
So let's burn the satellite
Let's burn the satellite
in floor
Run him out of town
was never good for me
no way
# degrees forever
Do you want to know what the night is like
talk about a crazy storm
Your thoughts are on other things
inside you are completely abandoned
These things cannot be thoughts
it's your wish
Kick them out or not
they are all tired
Pack your things, they're cool
kick them out of your life
maybe it's the right thing
but it's just for you
I think you are alone
these are the warnings
think of you
in eternal sadness
I do crazy things I never thought I'd do
I'm running through my head, it's a crazy maze
I think crazy thoughts
What is it?
You're all caught up in a crazy haze
You walk the rails and you think it's cold
but it's too hot
It's always degrees outside
You are in heat forever
You are forever in the cold
It's always degrees outside
# Can't force passion
the other night
I tried so hard
to make me and my feelings right
the other night
I tell you over and over again
constant failure for real feelings
Can't force passion
because it has its own will
Can't force passion
'Cause you're gonna hurt like everything else
# lie lie lie
It's a beautiful day
and the grass is ok to lie, lie, lie
on the periphery of my mind
the sky is so blue
But I'm trapped inside, wasting my life, life, life
and less and less aware
So if something sneaks up
Are you still strong enough to fight, fight, fight
and barricade your mind
But if you don't know
what am I talking about
I can't tell you that you just don't have a heart
yet
no no no
Can I block something?
where is the line
If I pat you on the back a thousand times
and then randomly stopped
would you at least know
Can I recreate this useful lie?
Even if I have to lie a thousand times
and then eventually stop
as soon as i blocked everything
lie lie lie
But if you just don't know
what am I talking about
I won't even try to tell you why
Because it can tear you apart
So don't hide your broken heart
# Chapter 2
These are the last pages of the introduction
reminds me of my great fortune
And now that I've found true love
I can continue with Chapter 2
And with just a twist in my knot
I'm willing to go back for one more
The space to capture my thoughts
strong enough to last forever
We all have a book we wrote
I can't spin it faster than I write
Well, I recently learned that
So it's chapter 2 now
now it's chapter 2
Now I come to the intro
Relive things that time forgot
Beginning, middle and end too
but now i'm on chapter 2
And now in the interlude
I can think and wonder
and create the path that I will choose
to think and remember
We all have a book we wrote
I can't spin it faster than I write
Well, I recently learned that
So it's chapter 2 now
# one is enough
Is one enough?
Well in love yeah
But being loved in a more technical way
is different
The parallels with the desire to be heard
and being loved is so tortuous
Recognition is so bad
Is one enough?
# observable
Well there's something you never know
they are watching
you are watchable
Are you watching now?
The man who thought everyone was looking at him
In the garage
ask if they can see
what do I do
the core of me
Are you watching now?
The man who thought everyone was looking at him
The man
he thought they were looking at him
# Why am I so weak
I started a new job
and i'm overloaded
I tried hard to fail
but i'm so weak
why am i so weak
I started this new job
and it's killing me
I tried hard to fail
but i'm so weak
why am i so weak
# things are right
things are right
very different from before
Well it's time to practice and
no use whining
permanente
things are constant
changing, getting your own new style
well it's great
Because I learned to focus
permanente
# Learning pains
New is worse than old
because you don't know where you are
well i know now
but it took some learning
learn the pain
Well they learn pain
they come and go
They stick with you in a way
Back in your head you'll never forget
how did you overcome these learning difficulties
You can even take notes
but you'll never learn perfectly
Well they learn pain
they learn to hang around for a while
then you'll smile cause you can't help it
but there will be times when you need help
with them learning pains
with them learning pains
with them learning pains
# Clear the table
clean the table
my mind is scorched
to collect garbage
my ears without sound
I'm ready to start writing
I'm ready for a new start
I'm ready to think
about everything i know
I scratch my brain for every detail
I choose things not to get so old
My mind is scorched
my ears without sound
I'm ready to start writing
I'm ready for a new start
I'm ready to think
about everything i know
# Kitty Kitty Arschfick
Kitty Kitty Arschfick
Kitty Kitty Arschfick
Everything you do is so pure
How can I translate this into my life?
Kitty Kitty Arschfick
Kitty Kitty Arschfick
Nothing you do is off center
That attitude would make anyone so much better
Kitty Kitty Arschfick
Kitty Kitty Arschfick
What am I going to do when I'm older
When I get bored, I fall
Kitty Kitty Arschfick
Kitty Kitty Arschfick
I will give you everything I have
just like the Bubbles guy on that Canadian TV show
Kitty Kitty Arschfick
Kitty Kitty Arschfick
how can i be more like you
but also less less less less like you
Kitty Kitty Arschfick
Kitty Kitty Arschfick
What am I going to do when I'm older?
When I get bored, I fall
Kitty Kitty Arschfick
Kitty Kitty Arschfick
# low to high
All your pains can be healed
if you can open yourself up to the world
This is the hardest thing to get over
but it's easier to keep going when you're done
I go from bottom to top
from wrong to right
Do you remember walking down the street to the trail?
to think that what I wanted was simply impossible
Remember that feeling of hopelessness
But now that feeling is gone for now
I go from bottom to top
But I will try and I will try
reach a state of equilibrium
All the while I'm just trying to do the best I can
All your pain can be healed
if you just open yourself up to the world
# what I'll do
Well we are finally here
although it might not mean much to you
we got here
It sure means a lot to me.
every school year
a lot of work
I did the best I can now
But what am I going to do
well what am i going to do
what am I going to do
well what am i going to do
what am I going to do
Well, there's a fine line
and for me it's getting thinner
between work and leisure
and between a loser and a winner
So what am I going to do
what am I going to do
well what am i going to do
what am I going to do
thin line
get thinner
we can play
a loser and a winner
# Life not paradise
life not paradise
# strange country
I've been thinking about this country
I've been thinking about that part of me
There is a place for everyone
but for me
Is this strange country
forgotten country
# Him
And now back to this topic.
I tried to explore
To focus more behind the scenes
instead of winning
those big, big prestigious prizes
And now back to this dream
I tried to remember
focus more behind the scenes
instead of winning in september
oh let's talk about it
and we'll be joking all the time
Ohh, let's rock
and we will go through time
And now back to this topic.
I tried to explore
To focus more behind the scenes
so i can learn so much more
oh let's talk about it
and we'll be joking all the time
Ohh, let's rock
and let's cross this time
# Freedom is coming
freedom is coming
Are you ready for this
freedom is coming
you will abuse it
because its good
when i cry
do you feel more comfortable?
New chapter in my life
and now it's time to dive in between
It's a new chapter in my life
and it's time to expect consistency
don't shine
Responsibility
# I will solve
Well that's just what I heard
I will solve it
Well that's just what I heard
Yes, I will work it out
Fora
Faster than the rain
Goes faster than the sun shines
and everything is fine
?
# Content about style
content before style
for a mile
too long
More than I can say
too long
we misbehave
and not create
#Spirleedoo
neighborhood park
circular toy
We call it Spiny
a spirleedoo bundle of joy
fun for one person
but two is better
Spirleedoo
you jump
someone leaves
then they turn you
Spirleedoo
Meet girls in the park
This is rare
But it's the best because it's the purest
This is a dream that I would like to fulfill
Spirleedoo
You jump, someone leaves
then they will spin you
Spirleedoo
let's go
Spirleedoo-Look
there is a girl
Help me spin them around my world
I really want this playground to appear
Spirleedoo
You jump, someone leaves
then they turn you
Spirleedoo
# I got it
just leave it to me
I take care of everything
i will be the only one
who is responsible
So just give me a chance
With me you will feel safe
I will have a job
I get up very early
i will be the only one
who is responsible
So give me a chance, you'll see
i will be the only one
who cares baby
so leave it to me
I take care of everything
i will be the only one
who is responsible
So just give me a chance
With me you will feel safe
So let's laugh a lot
I'm committed to your concerns
i will be the only one
who is responsible
So give me a chance, you'll see
i will be the only one
who cares baby
# Hot desert sun
I was on my way
but I didn't find anyone
then i will move on
in this hot hot sun
I will tell you
if you tell me
But I will continue
until someone finds me
things are different
a few hours of the day
in both spectrums
almost daily
It would be difficult
for each
But I will continue
under the hot desert sun
It would be difficult
for each
but i will move on
under the hot desert sun
I said
# validation
i need a confirmation
go through the routine
i need a confirmation
give me some rest
at the end of winter
without love or affection
This is a bleak picture for everyone.
but i will get confirmation somehow
# Forsaken of this place
Well I made the decision
no review
because I do
sworn out of this place
No I can't go back there
I renounced the things I did before
I already said goodbye
# To work
Good to see everything is working now
much better than before
It took a lot of work to make things work now
further absorbed my plans
Glad everything is working now.
happy to be here at all
Fight the bad feelings that are lurking right now
like you did before
everyone has done this before